I'm sure that a lot of people feel the same way that I've been feeling lately.

Downright miserable. And no one seems to care nor do they want to care.

I know there is at least one person that does care and I talk to her everyday. But others just say they do. But in reality, they are mocking you.

Between dealing with very rude family members and fake friends, I've literally got no one else to turn to. I'm stressed, depressed and balancing precariously at the edge of ending it all. But I would never do that. I'd be letting too many people down.


You know what they say about talking about what's bothering you? And that's not good to keep things bottled up?

Well, it is very hard not to bottle this up and act as if nothing's wrong. I just can't do it anymore. My life is falling apart around me and it seems all I've been able to do is let these people continue to do this to me.

Eventually I'll break.

By then it'll be too late.


Goodbye For Now